How do I view my past life?

It has been 66 years... and I had successfully deleted my past memories in the past!
That 2000 game made a bad play... how I wish no game was made!
I hate the 2013 manipulation that prevented me from encountering my Italian match!
To hell with the Chinese actor or whatever was written under the stars. When I had entered nirvana!
I am aware and I choose peace of mind. These people just wanted access to the bank per Melissa's party and instructions!