thrash · 31-35, M
it's what i like/respect most ,if im being honest
i hate that i value it so much sometimes as it can act like a wall between me & [bliss]
like it bothers me that on my deathbed all the truths i accumulated and
treasured would do me no good - would be inadequate company
whereas if i just discarded thr pursuit of truth and valued, say, social coherence and the like, i wouldve lived a ..more substantive life ..probably
why do i value truth so much; what is it that led me to pedestalize reason & logic; is refining social skills really just employment/refinement of manipulation; is there nothing wrong with my views per se - just that i exist in an envornment that punishes the love of truth ...should i really care about what i care about
i hate that i value it so much sometimes as it can act like a wall between me & [bliss]
like it bothers me that on my deathbed all the truths i accumulated and
treasured would do me no good - would be inadequate company
whereas if i just discarded thr pursuit of truth and valued, say, social coherence and the like, i wouldve lived a ..more substantive life ..probably
why do i value truth so much; what is it that led me to pedestalize reason & logic; is refining social skills really just employment/refinement of manipulation; is there nothing wrong with my views per se - just that i exist in an envornment that punishes the love of truth ...should i really care about what i care about