I'm so cold, let me in through your window
Where are you? Why do you pervade my thoughts?
I think I am still trying to come to terms with you not being the person I hoped you to be, and that my value to you weighed far less than your pride.
I wanted you to respect me [i]more[/i]. I wanted you to respect me. I wanted you to provide our friendship with the dignity it deserved. The dignity [i]I[/i] deserved.
I think about going back in time and undoing it, but the truth is it was always going to be this way. I held out hope that you wouldn’t be the person I knew you to be. It was the first time I wish I had been wrong.
I think I am still trying to come to terms with you not being the person I hoped you to be, and that my value to you weighed far less than your pride.
I wanted you to respect me [i]more[/i]. I wanted you to respect me. I wanted you to provide our friendship with the dignity it deserved. The dignity [i]I[/i] deserved.
I think about going back in time and undoing it, but the truth is it was always going to be this way. I held out hope that you wouldn’t be the person I knew you to be. It was the first time I wish I had been wrong.
