I Fake Smile To Hide My Sadness

Im basically in the point of my depression that I no longer feel anything and im just kinda on auto pilot. i laugh and smile and act normal but inside i'm just so far gone i'm not sure how to bring myself out of this. I wish I could cry but my body won't allow me to. I feel so trapped. But its Okay I'll make it. It just sucks for the time being.