I'm suicidal what do I do?

think about what you are or have to be thankful for instead. maybe take a nice long walk and try to clear your mind too or some physical activity.

Call someone who is professionally qualified to help you.

avoid tall buildings and deep water? 🤔

Remember all the things that you are grateful for.

Well.. not that..

My advice would be to go to the hospital and talk to the psych department. If you're not feeling well enough to drive, ask a friend or family member to drive you there.