Do you ever feel like you’ve already committed suicide and this is just a memory?

Yes, I feel like I did die that day.

No. That must feel very sad.

Ive wondered If i died and was haunting so yes

Maybe after a bottle of tequila

I already died in 2012

Kinda

That sounds horrible, I fought feelings that I needed to die because I had failed at what I couldn’t afford to fail at, still do some, but God keeps pulling me back to my feet

Then I must have been a masochist when I was alive cause this isn't a particularly pleasant memory.

that's really fucked up..

I feel more like the present is hell and the after life or death will be a paradise of sorts