I was curious about something - you are bilingual in French and English yes?
Which one is your langue maternelle?

Only reason I ask is cause I talk to a few people on another forum who are ENG FRE bilingual.

So sad to read this.

For what it’s worth, I’ve had my moments, but it’s all in the past. I’ve often thought what a waste it would have been as I’d have robbed my future self of some pretty cool things.

Aww, you poor thing! Sorry to hear it’s that bad! I know how you feel though…suffered major depression since my preteen years. Believe me though, from my various on purpose and total accidental experiences, it’s rather amazing what the human body can live through. Be careful.

I know. But you should think about trying to wait for better times, instead.

Didn’t you survive cancer last year? I think , you posted “is it the end of my road” or something like that not wanting to go then? Now trying to unalive 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔why? After unaliving you will forever regret it but there will be no way back. You can still fix/change something while on Earth, you can do things… something. After unaliving there is nothing you can do. Just don’t do it

It's hard.😣

My advice is, find something you like to do. Depression sucks, but it can be beaten. You want to turn this around so your most hated enemies don't say, "survival of the fittest and we are winning." Don't give them that.

What do you mean. What pain

Why

SimplyMeChantou you've been suicidal for many years honey. I think the fact that you're still alive shows that you have some hope. I wonder what you can do differently. If you were to die everything would be lost. Maybe you need to lose everything while alive, to actually be free

I am really sorry you are still feeling this way.

How are you doing now?

❤️