If I truly attracted people just because of my looks, you wouldn't be as bothered.
Be honest.
What bothers you is that there is more to me and lot of people want to feel connected to me.
They yearn for what I am, not what I look like. They want to be loved the way I love and cherished the way I cherish. They want the order and the chaos of it.
It lasts, it has depth and value. It takes a life time to nurture this. And a life time of knowing your own sins, redeeming yourself and the willingess to kneel for those you love and for what you love. Love not desire. Some people need that and only that. They wander on earth for other things as alternatives no more. You do too.
There is no plastic surgeon that can offer you what you envy me for. No quick fixes. It is not my average face, it is my heart and character.
And no one would need me positively like they do, nor negatively like you do, if everyone offered themselves what they seek in others. That should be your goal and focus, not me.
What bothers you is that there is more to me and lot of people want to feel connected to me.
They yearn for what I am, not what I look like. They want to be loved the way I love and cherished the way I cherish. They want the order and the chaos of it.
It lasts, it has depth and value. It takes a life time to nurture this. And a life time of knowing your own sins, redeeming yourself and the willingess to kneel for those you love and for what you love. Love not desire. Some people need that and only that. They wander on earth for other things as alternatives no more. You do too.
There is no plastic surgeon that can offer you what you envy me for. No quick fixes. It is not my average face, it is my heart and character.
And no one would need me positively like they do, nor negatively like you do, if everyone offered themselves what they seek in others. That should be your goal and focus, not me.
