Loving aloneness, without it being in retaliation to disappointment and betrayal, is special and peaceful.

I want that again.

That poetic passionate love of solitude untainted by what others have done.

Love that exceeds Bukowski contempt.

Love that is silent in thoughts but overflowing in my heart.

I want that freedom in love, in my aloneness.

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daaaan2000 · M

just take a spa day 🙄

Miram · 31-35, F

@daaaan2000 How does being in a spa relate to this?

daaaan2000 · M

@Miram Have a day for yourself, some alone time

Miram · 31-35, F

@daaaan2000

You misunderstood my thread.

This isn't about not having alone time.

It is about the lack of joy in it, which I used to experience.

Miram · 31-35, F

@daaaan2000

Also, being in a spa isn't my style of spending time alone. Too many people in a spa.