Loving aloneness, without it being in retaliation to disappointment and betrayal, is special and peaceful.

I want that again.

That poetic passionate love of solitude untainted by what others have done.

Love that exceeds Bukowski contempt.

Love that is silent in thoughts but overflowing in my heart.

I want that freedom in love, in my aloneness.

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SinlessOnslaught · M

What do you mean?

Miram · 31-35, F

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My isolophilia being ruined by the hurt inflected when I chose to include people in my sense of identity.

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SinlessOnslaught · M

@Miram Okay that makes sense. So what's the solution, Mimi?

Miram · 31-35, F

@SinlessOnslaught

I would have already solved it if I knew.

I guess it will take time.

SinlessOnslaught · M

@Miram I don't know the solution either but can I make a suggestion to try out?

Miram · 31-35, F

@SinlessOnslaught Say what you think, not what you want me to think

SinlessOnslaught · M

@Miram Yes Mimi... I think it may be worth exploring the possibility of a balance between the two types of being alone.