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For me it started with overeating. Eating for fun, eating for rewards and treats. Then I got older and tired of being chubby and lost all the weight and it changed everything. I became obsessed with being as thin as I could and told myself awful things so I wouldn't eat. People treated me so different. People looked at me. I'd never experienced people wanting to be around me. It got really shallow really quickly. Now I just eat for my health. I have some goodies here and there for my inner fat kid, the anorexia had to stop and I nourish myself.
