I did it!! I completed the season!

@Michmich Good question. How I see people now is that ultimately many are still trying to figure life out. Social confidence does not necessarily equal having your life together.

I have been able to feel and see the insecurities in all types of men. For a while in virtually any interaction with older men I was always the insecure one so therefore I saw older men as being better than me and well put together. I rarely noticed insecurities in adult men because I was so self absorbed in my on insecurities when it came to social interaction.

Now that I can master social interaction when I really put my mind to it I can be one of the most secure people in the room (not to sound arrogant). Therefore; I have learned to see most men as equal to me no matter how tough, mature or well put together they look.

@Michmich I have also learned how master the art of silence. I am able to building comfortable silence around people and work with them hours on end without saying much of a word. Basically I learned how to communicate nonverbally.

@cyberdude28 I love your answer, and it totally sounds like you grew a lot as a person through your experience!

@Michmich Thanks and for sure I can say I definitely have.

@cyberdude28 Like @SamInAZ said, you totally deserve to be proud of this and celebrate it. And I bet that younger men now look up to you as if you have reached some sage level of control so thats where the student becomes the teacher 😁