I don't think people should kill themselves but.....

I'm completely broke, can't find a decent paying job, was evicted, has to surrender my stray cat that I'm pretty sure I'm never going to see again. Everyday I'm always waking up to some horrible, tragic or bad news in my life. I realized that life is over for me. I can't change my living situation, I have no options, I'm poor. I'm cursed with bad luck and I realized that there's nothing I can do to change it. If I keep living I'm just going to suffer a mindless cycle. There's nothing left for me in this world. I already know my fate and I lost everything that makes me comfortable. You can't change fate unless you're gone and that's the horrible truth. So, I accepted my fate. I accepted that i can't change my luck in life.

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hartfire

How did you get into this position?

How long have you been homeless, without work and broke?
How are you surviving?
Where are you sleeping now?
What do you carry with you?
What computer or phone did you use to write this post?
Who owns it? Who pays for the account and the battery recharge?

There is no question that it is possible to recover from where you are now.
But it will take planning, effort, time and patience.

What are your skills?
What kind of education have you had?
WHat kinds of work have you done?
How is your physical health?
Have you had any mental or emotional health problems?
Do you have any disabilities?
Where are your family?
What are you Mum and Dad like?
What kind of relationship do you have with them?

In the meantime, just as a starting point,
get yourself to a soup kitchen and volunteer to help out.
It will get you meeting people who may be able to help.