I don't think people should kill themselves but.....

I'm completely broke, can't find a decent paying job, was evicted, has to surrender my stray cat that I'm pretty sure I'm never going to see again. Everyday I'm always waking up to some horrible, tragic or bad news in my life. I realized that life is over for me. I can't change my living situation, I have no options, I'm poor. I'm cursed with bad luck and I realized that there's nothing I can do to change it. If I keep living I'm just going to suffer a mindless cycle. There's nothing left for me in this world. I already know my fate and I lost everything that makes me comfortable. You can't change fate unless you're gone and that's the horrible truth. So, I accepted my fate. I accepted that i can't change my luck in life.

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hartfire

How did you get into this position?

How long have you been homeless, without work and broke?
How are you surviving?
Where are you sleeping now?
What do you carry with you?
What computer or phone did you use to write this post?
Who owns it? Who pays for the account and the battery recharge?

There is no question that it is possible to recover from where you are now.
But it will take planning, effort, time and patience.

What are your skills?
What kind of education have you had?
WHat kinds of work have you done?
How is your physical health?
Have you had any mental or emotional health problems?
Do you have any disabilities?
Where are your family?
What are you Mum and Dad like?
What kind of relationship do you have with them?

In the meantime, just as a starting point,
get yourself to a soup kitchen and volunteer to help out.
It will get you meeting people who may be able to help.

tmmaier · 51-55, F

I hope you didn't do it. There is someone out here that cares. Please don't make permanent choices over temporary circumstances.
Circumstances can always change.
My oldest son took his life just a few days before you wrote your post. It affects others around you in unimaginable ways. We have to live with his choice for the rest of our life.
Life changes...just like it changed to make you feel hopeless...it can all change in a moment to make you feel hope again. Ending things takes away that gift of hope.
My hope is that we hear from you again soon to hear that another day has come and gone...and you continue to hold on to the hope.

Neoerectus · M

YOu can get asdistance. Rural help might be faster than in a city. Have relatives or friends where a fresh start is possible?.You might qualify for training/retraining funds at a trade school that could get you up and running.

It seems bleaker when younger. It can get better. If ideating self-harm find help.

In US dial
1-800-273-8255.

UK 0800 689 5652

Australia. 13 11 14

Canada.
18334564566

SW-User

I agree. I know it's a cliche... but cliche's have their basis in truth. Keep going on and you will find opportunities to live better. Put your faith in God... He won't fail you... I don't care if someone gets offended by what I recommend, He's the greatest force for good, and can help you get going again.

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