how do you feel on youtube when others get lots of thumbs up, but you don't get any

If I didn't get any thumb up it means I most likely won't return to that video and comment section. I usually only get back to it if I'm reminded of it via notification about a reply to my comment or a thumb up. And of course, I'm only notified about the first thumb up, if I get more, I won't get a notification so I don't even know how many I got unless I randomly remember to look at the video again after some time.

Im totally fine with it.
And....Nope.

Im not clever or brilliant or an excellent comedian as some responders are.

If i reply simply because i want to, because i have something to say - not because im expecting a response or validation.'
(Even though i willingly heart other comments that i think are worthy).

What makes me feel shunned is when I don't get any thumbs at all up after streaking a beach stark naked on a Saturday afternoon.

I cry at night so much I flood my d!@p€r