I Have A Crush On A Youtuber

I have a crush on a youtuber. I've had crushes on youtubers before, twice but it had been so long I'd forgotten how a crush feels.

It's a nice feeling but it's also kinda sad cuz they're youtubers and it'll never happen. So yeah.

Ugh, why couldn't I get a crush on a guy who, I dunno, lives in my city??