I wish I could find my old posts [I Miss Ep]

I was twelve when I first made my EP account, and I miss EP so much. I just want to find my old posts, so I can compare the mindset I had back when I was 12-14 to the one I have now. Just so I could feel better about myself, to be honest.
I've tried to find them, but nope, nothing.
I don't know, it would just be nice to see how much I've changed over the years. From kid, teenager, to adult.