I Left and Came Back to Ep
so the story of me..... hmmm you really ready for this?....
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Disabled since birth... no, no wheelchair crutches ect. just minor Cp. i'm fine. you can imagine kids growing up though, so went through school tormented. really looking back it just prepared me for life. hardened me a little yet gave me more empathy for people around me. graduated high school top 10% in my class. went on to culinary school and that's where life began for me!.... I blossomed. then about a year after graduating college I met my husband, went through a rough first year ended up getting pregnant that same year and then moving back home, long story short he basically got blacksheeped from his family because he chose me. I owe him everything. ..... about 4 years ago we decided to try again for another child. 2 years ago I miscarried at 12 weeks... we haven't been the same since. forever rocky, we even tried CDD and while it worked for a while it ended up failing as well.... so as I sit in bed writing you this letter I stare at him in his chair and wonder if I will ever have my husband back, the loving carefree husband I once had. tarnished by a loss neither of us were ready for. so I turned to EP. I needed to vent to talk to anyone. he wasn't that was for sure. I've met some amazing people on here some strange some bad but most amazing. I got reintroduced to a world that I had long forgotten and I lost myself in it. it let me let go of all the stress of my life and just forget for a moment. .... and so I stayed ... I did leave for a while to find myself. to re-center. to find god again. and now I'm back new and improved!
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Disabled since birth... no, no wheelchair crutches ect. just minor Cp. i'm fine. you can imagine kids growing up though, so went through school tormented. really looking back it just prepared me for life. hardened me a little yet gave me more empathy for people around me. graduated high school top 10% in my class. went on to culinary school and that's where life began for me!.... I blossomed. then about a year after graduating college I met my husband, went through a rough first year ended up getting pregnant that same year and then moving back home, long story short he basically got blacksheeped from his family because he chose me. I owe him everything. ..... about 4 years ago we decided to try again for another child. 2 years ago I miscarried at 12 weeks... we haven't been the same since. forever rocky, we even tried CDD and while it worked for a while it ended up failing as well.... so as I sit in bed writing you this letter I stare at him in his chair and wonder if I will ever have my husband back, the loving carefree husband I once had. tarnished by a loss neither of us were ready for. so I turned to EP. I needed to vent to talk to anyone. he wasn't that was for sure. I've met some amazing people on here some strange some bad but most amazing. I got reintroduced to a world that I had long forgotten and I lost myself in it. it let me let go of all the stress of my life and just forget for a moment. .... and so I stayed ... I did leave for a while to find myself. to re-center. to find god again. and now I'm back new and improved!
36-40, F