I Use Experience Project As A Diary

Day 39. June 14th, 10:54 PM:
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Sigh.. yeah, I'm one of those people who would have a really good morning then everything would turn drastically downhill in the bl<x>ink of an eye...

Wanna know how lonely i am ? I was just having my football game and i was having nothing in mind but talking about how did the game go on EP, that much lonely... because i do wanna share my good and bad news with someone who would actually care and no thank you i don't want any imaginary friends...

So our team played all the games and won all of them, played a more defensive role today, yet managed myself a goal and 3-4 assists and cleared the ball out of the goal line TWICE!

Now I'm gonna shave my beard and take a shower before my flight tomorrow then idk... think about couple stuff before i just move on with life. And oh boy what a life i have...

But i want that to change and it will!! Ill completely snub off the people i don't want in my life anymore, the people who shat on me when i was in my lowest AND I'm not gonna run after anyone else, thats fucking it! Ive just completely lost fait in all the human being, too good that they would put my coffin down so they can let me down one more time...


Physical check: Exhausted and tired af

Mental check: numb

Psychological check: broken..severely...