i felt really angry at this girls reply to my post
i posted a rant recently about some reply i got to one of my posts, the question i posted was about 'using the internet'. - and some elder man from the U.S answered, and i didn't like part of his answer because of the words he used, because i got paranoid and put other meanings to his words, part of his answer said this;
' Everything is good or bad, black or white. '
and i felt paranoid at those words and wrongly thought, he was insinuating 'i'm black'....so i took offence and angrily replied to him; ' i didn't like you're insinuation there, i'm white you prick!'
i realize i overreacted because i was seeing things through a paranoid mindset and this u.s man probably wasn't insinuating what i thought.
but this girl, also from the u.s, because i could tell by how she posted- answered me to defend this other man and to express i misunderstood the man, but once again i didn't like what she said or the words she used, she posted this;
and i became enraged with that response from her and shouted BACK at her telling her not to shout at me and was she also insinuating things that weren't true?
and i got really angry at the part where she put ' BTW I love you....ok? I mean no disrespect, only truth.'
?????? what was that all about?!! she loves me?? i reminded her bluntly she was being ridiculous because she doesn't know me and also where she put ; ' only truth' ? - i said back; ' YOUR truth, not ' my' truth '.
reminded her that; what's in her head, is nothing to do with me, she's projecting onto me and she doesn't know me.
but i was so enraged with this stupid cow, that the words would not come to me to reply back at her.....but again, when i did respond to her and ' put her right', that's it, she stopped responding....which made me even more angrier.
apologies for this long post, a bit all over the place, i'm still angry now, but what are your thoughts about everything i said here?
' Everything is good or bad, black or white. '
and i felt paranoid at those words and wrongly thought, he was insinuating 'i'm black'....so i took offence and angrily replied to him; ' i didn't like you're insinuation there, i'm white you prick!'
i realize i overreacted because i was seeing things through a paranoid mindset and this u.s man probably wasn't insinuating what i thought.
but this girl, also from the u.s, because i could tell by how she posted- answered me to defend this other man and to express i misunderstood the man, but once again i didn't like what she said or the words she used, she posted this;
Black or white is a phrase used to describe how people see things in one extreme or the other with no middle ground. It has NOTHING to do with skin color. I has EVERYTHING to do with someone that can't look passed their prejudices (again, NOT racial( but instantly jump to meanings that come entirely from within themselves and has little to do with what point someone is actually trying to make....so....kind of what you just did? You literally called him a prick when he DID NOT even insinuate ANYTHING about race.....only you did by your own misunderstanding....think about that. BTW I love you....ok? I mean no disrespect, only truth.
and i became enraged with that response from her and shouted BACK at her telling her not to shout at me and was she also insinuating things that weren't true?
and i got really angry at the part where she put ' BTW I love you....ok? I mean no disrespect, only truth.'
?????? what was that all about?!! she loves me?? i reminded her bluntly she was being ridiculous because she doesn't know me and also where she put ; ' only truth' ? - i said back; ' YOUR truth, not ' my' truth '.
reminded her that; what's in her head, is nothing to do with me, she's projecting onto me and she doesn't know me.
but i was so enraged with this stupid cow, that the words would not come to me to reply back at her.....but again, when i did respond to her and ' put her right', that's it, she stopped responding....which made me even more angrier.
apologies for this long post, a bit all over the place, i'm still angry now, but what are your thoughts about everything i said here?

