i made a mistake and got blocked again because of my moods which overtake me at times
i feel conflicted about this, there's a female user on here called 'wiseacre' who's just blocked me because of what i pointed out to her recently, and i feel a bit sad about it and regret, but also think i was in the right?
this wiseacre has been answering my posts for a few years now, and to be fair, on the whole she gave positive constructive replies to my posts, even though she never wrote that much.....but saw she wrote very little to others posts as well, not just me...so that was typically her, from what i saw.......but there was times she used to leave a reply which was unhelpful....and times if someone gave an insulting reply, she used to side with them.....hop on the bandwagon, and reply to the user who insulted me ' i agree with you'....so that was a little sly and disingenuous to me and i couldn't work out why she behaved like that with me.............she obviously saw in my posts that i struggled with difficult mental problems and was wanting guidance, help, perspective on it.....but she still chose to border on being malicious on occasions?
but then i remember the good side to her, her helpful bits of advice she used to offer, albeit short, but that was just her, as i told you i understood............so i feel quite sad, that she's blocked me for pointing out to her how she's been with me at times, i wasn't insulting and disrespectful, but just told her honestly how she's been with me at times... and mentioned if she was going to continue being that way with me, then it's no loss to me if she never answers me again?................then after that comment, she blocked me.
so, i don't know what i can really do about this, well i know, there's nothing i can do.....because she's blocked me and that's it.....so yes, feel sad about her blocking me but feel i was justified in bringing to her attention how she's been with me?
to be honest, i thought she was a strange character at times.
this wiseacre has been answering my posts for a few years now, and to be fair, on the whole she gave positive constructive replies to my posts, even though she never wrote that much.....but saw she wrote very little to others posts as well, not just me...so that was typically her, from what i saw.......but there was times she used to leave a reply which was unhelpful....and times if someone gave an insulting reply, she used to side with them.....hop on the bandwagon, and reply to the user who insulted me ' i agree with you'....so that was a little sly and disingenuous to me and i couldn't work out why she behaved like that with me.............she obviously saw in my posts that i struggled with difficult mental problems and was wanting guidance, help, perspective on it.....but she still chose to border on being malicious on occasions?
but then i remember the good side to her, her helpful bits of advice she used to offer, albeit short, but that was just her, as i told you i understood............so i feel quite sad, that she's blocked me for pointing out to her how she's been with me at times, i wasn't insulting and disrespectful, but just told her honestly how she's been with me at times... and mentioned if she was going to continue being that way with me, then it's no loss to me if she never answers me again?................then after that comment, she blocked me.
so, i don't know what i can really do about this, well i know, there's nothing i can do.....because she's blocked me and that's it.....so yes, feel sad about her blocking me but feel i was justified in bringing to her attention how she's been with me?
to be honest, i thought she was a strange character at times.
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