I hate this feeling of being too much!!!
My anxiety is getting worse now.
I'm bored, I'd like to share more experiences here on SW, but I'm afraid I'll start bothering people with my crap.
The same with GG: when I share something, I'm afraid that people will react negatively because they are fed up to see my comments, my face, my everything.
And then... and then I get some positive reactions on GG, but then again I start thinking that I share too much, that I'm always on the way, that I write too much.
I see a lot of users on GG that comment every post, and I mean EVERY SINGLE POST.
They don't make a fuss about it, and yet I feel guilty for writing even one post now and then because I'm scared that people think I talk too much!!!
And this stops me.
I HATE MY LIFE SO MUCH. I HATE IT SO MUCH!!!
Always feeling judged wherever I go. Always feeling like I'm a bother to everyone!
Why can't I just die, ffs???
I'm bored, I'd like to share more experiences here on SW, but I'm afraid I'll start bothering people with my crap.
The same with GG: when I share something, I'm afraid that people will react negatively because they are fed up to see my comments, my face, my everything.
And then... and then I get some positive reactions on GG, but then again I start thinking that I share too much, that I'm always on the way, that I write too much.
I see a lot of users on GG that comment every post, and I mean EVERY SINGLE POST.
They don't make a fuss about it, and yet I feel guilty for writing even one post now and then because I'm scared that people think I talk too much!!!
And this stops me.
I HATE MY LIFE SO MUCH. I HATE IT SO MUCH!!!
Always feeling judged wherever I go. Always feeling like I'm a bother to everyone!
Why can't I just die, ffs???
