Is it difficult for you to make video calls too ?

Last month I was spending a few days away and my family wanted to video chat every night and I just had nothing to tell them. I kept telling them to hang up and I got a bit angry at them, twice. I missed their presence but at the same time I didn't want to talk to them, had nothing to say and just kept telling them to hang up. Same thing happened yesterday when my mum video called me at night just to ask if I'm ok and I've had dinner yet. I was already pissed off by other things and was like ''that's what you called me for ? Yeah, ok, good, all fine. Googbye. I'll hang up now''and I hung up. That was so rude of me. I am so rude to my family on video chat. When we're in the same space, we talk sometimes (sooometimes) but when away I'm just such a horrible person, I feel like I don't have any answer to the questions and that the video calls are so lame although I wish they were with me (just them, not them and their problems). Anyway I feel bad about this. It makes me think: what kind of relationship will I have with my family when I actually move out ? Will I stop asking about them altogether ? Will my behaviour make them stop considering me a part of their family ? I don't want that to happen but it seems like this is where my behaviour will take me. I just have no patience

I think I have so many issues I need to see a therapist for