Not that anyone cares but I just wanted to let you know

I don’t think disappearing with no explanation is a kind thing to do and since I do have friends here I feel like I owe them to say that I’m permanently deleting (already started the process, a couple days to go). I told myself I would be here as long as the positives outweigh the negatives but it hasn’t been that way recently. I feel like being here is just making me irritable and frustrated more often than I want to be. I feel loved and accepted by many but I also know there’s plenty of homophobia here and I know I’ve been blocked just for that reason more than once. I know I can be outspoken about certain issues and that can put people off, but I don’t see the point in being here if I have to walk on eggshells just to have a chance of interacting with people outside a small group. I say I don’t care about being liked but I do. And I guess I’m tired of having to try so hard. I think entering a new age bracket yesterday is part of it as well, it made me realize that I don’t want to be here forever but I know how addicting this site is and maybe it’s time to cut it loose while I still can. I’ll also be starting grad school this fall and I don’t need this distraction in my life.

Anyway, I’m sure I’ll get a lot of snarky “see you tomorrow” and “leave then” comments but go ahead and throw it at me. I don’t care.

Just wanted to say something because I don’t like the idea of just vanishing, even though that would have been easier.

-Blair a.k.a. KidRandom a.k.a. NinjaBoy