I need to stop getting drunk it makes me do impulsive and sometimes terrible things such as messaging people I've no business messaging!

I don't even remember doing it that's the real problem. I messaged my father on Facebook pretty much ranting and raving at him like a looney toon. I noticed that he has at least read what I wrote. I doubt I'll get a response because I came across like a total mad man. He's probably thinking oh jesus that one's still alive good god.

I said my piece but why am I feeling so bloody awful? You know what I hate being human. Christ i need a beer.