HOLY SHIT, do i get pathetic when drunk or what??

Apologies aplenty, i should know deep down that life is a joke inherently, there's 3 streaming services that deserve my time, why am i named Streamy if not for that, and conversing over the internet with live people is always gonna be a sub-standard thing. I see SW with cold dead eyes, i don't ever want to subjectivize the other as a sex object, or anything, i elect the other here to be a real person, who is free to accept or reject, and having any sort of trouble with that is all on me,

To know the game, to know what games i'm not playing also. To stand for something as i go, like a bumbling idiot.