I Smoke Weed

I've never been very popular I've always been the quite shy girl. I was intimidated at being the first one to talk to someone, so the only people I ever met were people who talked to me first. This has always caused problems in my social life. Last year about a year ago today, a girl who had nearly ever class with me so we talked quite a bit before this but on this day she said she was going to buy weed that day and wanted to know if I wanted any. I was nervous and excited I said yes and acted like I smoked before. It made me a little nervous having the conversation she was talking about things I knew nothing about but pretended I did. I gave her like 20 dollars to pick me some up and she actually gave me her number that didn't happen to me much back then. We met up the next night she had another girl and a two guys with her which was the first time I ever hung out with people outside of school. She gave me my bag and everyone pinched a little out of their bag to pack a pipe. I didn't know to put my finger over the blow hole so I didn't get much smoke but still got very high, I was stoned. We hung out most nights normally with one other guy and we sometimes had another guy with us. A lot of times just me and her would meer by ourselves and smoke I've noticed a huuuge difference in my the last year I'm playing sports I'm actually in three different groups now, and I have a lot of friends. I don't see the original group as much as I use to. we barely hung out over the summer, and I never felt like I fitted in with them I didn't feel like part of the group. They did a lot without me. They are so special to me being my first real friends and we have a whole year worth of memories we've hung out more lately with school starting back.i just don't see us hanging out much longer. I'm not as shy I use to be either. I'm way more outgoing I got a job too mostly to pay for more weed. I've even had my first boyfriend within this last year and the most important I've ended my seemingly lifelong depression. It's also has had some negative changes I'm not as religious as I use to be, I over analyze everything which drives me insane my grades haven't dropped but I've cared a lot less about schoolwork which also has to do with me playing basketball now. It has got me in trouble a few time as well. I'm still smoking just about daily by myself a lot lately just too busy to meet with friends. I'm not saying smoking is solely responsible for all these changes. Making friends had a lot to do with it ,but that's what brought us together I wonder what my life would be like today if I didn't buy that weed last year.