I was a black out drunk.

The first time i was 13, and im lucky i lived through it. I don't count the days im sober, but im glad for them. Glad for who I am now. I do like myself overall. I stopped drinking not only because of the hangovers, but my last long stint of drinking and blacking out brought me a lot of bad things. Not knowing how it all came to be because I was blacked out is a haunting thing. Typically I didn't think much about how stupid I got drunk. It never outweighed what drinking did for me until 2022.

ANYWAY

Happy February 15th