I got drunk and wet myself in Newton Aycliffe town centre today

Some young kids saw it happen and they looked very shocked. I’m starting to sober up a bit and I feel very ashamed. To say I’m upset, doesn’t even come close, my whole world has collapsed.
The kids were 3 girls, around 5 years old, I feel so bad as they were just so open mouthed, like they couldn’t believe an adult could wet themselves. There was some very nice people who came to see if I was ok and unfortunately some chavs who took photos. The more I sober up, the more I’m remembering, what a horrid day. I literally can’t stop crying. 🥺