I Am a Drug Addict
Yes, I probably am addicted. I have been using drugs for the best part of 2 decades now. My drugs of choice are mostly cocaine but occasionally heroin and sometimes katemine too.
My reasons for using were, I guess, pretty screwed up - having a mother who used to be heavy users. Mother, especially, with her decadent filthy, dirty , lifestyle I wanted to copy.
So, from using coke once a week to how I am currently, which is probably every hour, is quite a change.
I don’t feel that it has screwed me up anyway as such,I feel hyper, confident and alive, rejuvenate and fresh after having it from an hour to hours.
I am happy with how I currently live my life and don’t feel that drugs are controlling me. So, i’ll continue using. Yes "I am drug addicted and fuck yeah i LOVE IT"
My reasons for using were, I guess, pretty screwed up - having a mother who used to be heavy users. Mother, especially, with her decadent filthy, dirty , lifestyle I wanted to copy.
So, from using coke once a week to how I am currently, which is probably every hour, is quite a change.
I don’t feel that it has screwed me up anyway as such,I feel hyper, confident and alive, rejuvenate and fresh after having it from an hour to hours.
I am happy with how I currently live my life and don’t feel that drugs are controlling me. So, i’ll continue using. Yes "I am drug addicted and fuck yeah i LOVE IT"
31-35, F
