I kinda feel like I gained years or got a second chance in a way

Like I'm 30 soon but I look like I'm in my early 20s according to the rest of the world. I spent a lot of years not present in life and smoking weed. They say it actually sort of stunts your development so I kinda feel like I'm 24 with a lot of wisdom atm.

My metabolism definitely doesn't follow suit but yaknow 🤣