i often wonder whether i'll be lonely forever until the end of this life

[c=003BB2][i]or is it just a phase? and temporary? i lived alone 19 years now and had mental problems to cope with...i'm now 46 and never had a partner or girlfriend because i had too many problems, i did have flings in my teens but no official partner....so apart from my elderly parents, i have spent my life alone...i've lived in this flat now for nearly 20 years.....my life gets very desolate and lonely at times and i wonder whether this will be it now, whether this will be my life until i pass on.....or is it temporary, will i find someone.


until i do find someone how do i be completely happy on my own?[/i][/c]