I'm Afraid That I'll Be Single Forever

I know how ugly I am, that doesn't mean to say I don't have redeeming qualities. I'm smart, I'm compassionate, I am articulate. However I'm 23 and never had a girlfriend in my entire life. I do like a girl, but I'm afraid she forgot that I existed despite saving her life. She was the only person who gave me hope that I could find someone. If she moved on I have no hope I feel. Few men are as unattractive as I am, so I know I can't compete with other guys. I'm at the point where I'd go out with almost anyone willing to take me. You can't afford standards when you look like I do.