I Think I Will Be Alone Forever
I never was the all american, blue eyed, square jawed leading man looking guy. I never will be. I guess I get shuffled into the "unique" category, which means "son you ugly." I don't think I'm a horrible person, I don't smell and I don't mumble to myself while rocking back and forth on the bus. I don't know. I really don't know what's wrong with me.
When I was younger I used to try to be more outgoing and would attempt to approach people. Sometimes it worked, sometimes I got told to kick rocks, other times I got the why is this dude talking to me look. I've always been the awkward goofy type so that might have sunk me. All I know is that I'm just going to give up and ride out the rest of my 20s and probably my 30s beyond by myself.
When I was younger I used to try to be more outgoing and would attempt to approach people. Sometimes it worked, sometimes I got told to kick rocks, other times I got the why is this dude talking to me look. I've always been the awkward goofy type so that might have sunk me. All I know is that I'm just going to give up and ride out the rest of my 20s and probably my 30s beyond by myself.
31-35, M
