I was saved by the circumstances of time, I could of lost my virginity to some 304's but then at this age, I saw the world of virginity, the reality that once a virgin loses it virginity she can go back to that. I picture virgins in celestial heavens radiating light, fill with beauty, and pureness and Love, so pure that they hide there bodies that the sight of men and women desiring them, makes them feel impure. I don't expect people to understand what I expect about, this feeling or ideas are as abstract to most people.