Sigh.... And meh.

So I've been single for six months now.

I'm not ready for a relationship yet.
However I crave some company, some hugs adult conversation.

This time of year makes it more difficult I think 🤷

This page is a permanent link to the reply below and its nested replies. See all post replies »

AlchemyFox · 36-40, F

I usually hide in solitude for the winter. I just let myself feel the cold and loneliness. No point in reaching out.

Purplerain78 · 41-45, F

@AlchemyFox Can I ask do you have trust issues? I find I do because of my childhood.

AlchemyFox · 36-40, F

@Purplerain78 I'm cautious, because of life experience. It's very difficult to trust.

Purplerain78 · 41-45, F

@AlchemyFox Yes I'm the same. I read somewhere that a girl who doesn't know what it is to have a father's love will struggle to know what real love is 🤷 possibly some truth in that!

AlchemyFox · 36-40, F

@Purplerain78 I believe that to be true. The one man that is supposed to keep us safe, fails. And we will pay for that as long as we feel that emptiness.

Purplerain78 · 41-45, F

@AlchemyFox My dad went on to bully me for several years to. So felt unloved, unwanted and fat and ugly for years. I know I'm none of those things, but I still think I'm unlovable. It can make life hard sometimes.