Positive Changes
Feeling much better today. I initially didn't want to go to work. I thought about calling in sick, but then decided that I'm not going to let my mood dictate my day. I took my time to get ready in a way that I felt pleased about my appearance amd then killed the day. I performed very well at work and a coworker even complimented me and said that I looked like I was glowing.
When I got back home, the sad feelings started to creep up again. I started looking in the mirror and amalyzing my face and body. Wondering what part of me wasn't good enough... but then I decided to remind myself that I am good enough... and that I have always had plans to be better, and my current situation wasnt going to stop me from doing that. I did a challenging workout and then looked at myself in the mirror again.
I WAS glowing.
Maybe it was that extra boost of blood flow from the exercise that improved my complexion, I don't know. But whatever the case, it was a nice reminder.
I'm going to continue taking care of my body, applying for some new jobs (promotions) this week and see what happens. I'm ready for a few positive changes.
When I got back home, the sad feelings started to creep up again. I started looking in the mirror and amalyzing my face and body. Wondering what part of me wasn't good enough... but then I decided to remind myself that I am good enough... and that I have always had plans to be better, and my current situation wasnt going to stop me from doing that. I did a challenging workout and then looked at myself in the mirror again.
I WAS glowing.
Maybe it was that extra boost of blood flow from the exercise that improved my complexion, I don't know. But whatever the case, it was a nice reminder.
I'm going to continue taking care of my body, applying for some new jobs (promotions) this week and see what happens. I'm ready for a few positive changes.
31-35, F
