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I'm that guy - in another relationship.
I've been drawn in by the comments..
I've done some shitty things, some things I didn't realise how it hurt her at the time of me doing it.
But in the end I never changed, we have had months where we could barely go a couple of days without a big fight. Eventually I cracked after another mistake that triggered memories.. I shutdown and I just stopped having feelings, feeling dead inside. I knew going dark, she was trying to reach me but when I let her in - after two days with no cell or internet - I was so cold. I told her nobody cared about me. Despite all of her efforts. And after talking to her to a point, it was her turn to let out hurt but I wasn't ready to be there emotionally - so now at a point where I didn't break up with her but effectively have. I am scared to say that it's over, just knowing how reactions are.. Much to this story but I am the bad one..
Sorry, not really my post or story but this is been plaguing me since monday and this heading and commentary caught me.
I've been drawn in by the comments..
I've done some shitty things, some things I didn't realise how it hurt her at the time of me doing it.
But in the end I never changed, we have had months where we could barely go a couple of days without a big fight. Eventually I cracked after another mistake that triggered memories.. I shutdown and I just stopped having feelings, feeling dead inside. I knew going dark, she was trying to reach me but when I let her in - after two days with no cell or internet - I was so cold. I told her nobody cared about me. Despite all of her efforts. And after talking to her to a point, it was her turn to let out hurt but I wasn't ready to be there emotionally - so now at a point where I didn't break up with her but effectively have. I am scared to say that it's over, just knowing how reactions are.. Much to this story but I am the bad one..
Sorry, not really my post or story but this is been plaguing me since monday and this heading and commentary caught me.