I miss the feeling

My heart hurts a little today. I don't miss him, but I miss the togetherness that I felt when I was with him. I found out that he cheated on me for about half of the relationship, so I know that what I thought was real, was only something that I wanted to believe. It was an illusion. So it's not his arms that I miss, it is just the idea of being wrapped in a lover's arms in general.

I know that it will take time to feel that again, and I am okay with waiting.