I Am Single

I know you guys are gonna tell me to be patient and tell me I'm still young and I have plenty of time and all that shit and I it makes me freaking tired everytime I hear someone say something like that. And what if I just decide to commit suicide/die for some reason before that? So being patient doesn't really work too well... I just really want a girlfriend, is that so much to ask for? A lot of people, including girls my age, tell me I'm sweet, caring, cute etc. But still I've never had a girlfriend. I'm sick of being single and really want a girlfriend