It’s hard to accept that I’m big backed when a bra will cost me $60

I have AA cups but most stores only carry at best a 32 AA (if they carry AA at all, Victorias Secret only carries AA online not in store). I have a 38 inch chest. I can’t size up to A cups because I will be left with room in the top part of the cup as my boobs are tear drop shaped.

So I’ve been looking at online shops and they’re so expensive 😭

“But why don’t you just not wear a bra?” because sometimes I like to pretend I have boobs with a push up bra. Mind your business.