I Know You Dont Know Me

Okay. Well, it’s hard for me to even understand myself. The things I do, the stuff I say. It’s all a puzzle. I’m a complex person and part of why I can’t handle a relationship is because I can barely handle myself. However, after a recent talk with a few people, I realized that some somehow know you inside and out and everything about you. Sometimes we see things in people that the person at hand doesn’t see themselves, which is fine. However to claim you know everything about me is a lie. I hold a lot in, I have a dark past, I have things I don’t like to talk about. It’s very difficult finding out who I am and for some to say they know who I am bothers me. Maybe I’m too blind to see the real me, maybe I’m right there for all to see and I just can’t see it. I am just bothered that people are claiming to understand me when I can’t understand myself some days