I Am Working On Myself
Oh my goodness my mind is in circles. I am going threw a divorce. The main reason is because, after years of trying to get to my spouse on an emotional level, somewhere inside I gave up trying.
And I started to "fall in love" with other men.
I don't intend for it to happen, believe me. I just wanted my marriage to work out, but it just doesn't. And I realize that now.
My health is failing me. I can't get sleep or the right food. My work schedule is crazy. My 4 year old needs me most and I feel like I can't be there for her like I need to be, and I can't figure out why, I love her so much.
So many things are going tHough my mind.
My heart is in so much pain.
I just want to be there for my kid... how??? I'm exhausted all the time. She deserves more then me.
And I started to "fall in love" with other men.
I don't intend for it to happen, believe me. I just wanted my marriage to work out, but it just doesn't. And I realize that now.
My health is failing me. I can't get sleep or the right food. My work schedule is crazy. My 4 year old needs me most and I feel like I can't be there for her like I need to be, and I can't figure out why, I love her so much.
So many things are going tHough my mind.
My heart is in so much pain.
I just want to be there for my kid... how??? I'm exhausted all the time. She deserves more then me.
