I Am Working On Myself
Life sucks. Bam.
It's hard to improve ypurself when it seems the world is tearing you down, whether it be emotionally or physically.
I was never one to leave a relationship on bad terms, but the seemingly peaceful breakup i had a while back came back to bite me right in the *ss today. My ex mesaged me with just the ugliest things, and my poor heart was crumpled. I just ignored him, but the things he said to me will linger for a while, till i can hopefully put it out of my mind.
This past relationship has definitely placed things into perspective for me. I'm over stupid relationships. Or boys. Or anything that puts me off my track of work or school or netflixing (with no chill). I'll still be the goofy hopeless romantic i am, but i'll just keep it locked away deep in my heart and throw away the key (Maybe feed it to the neighbor
s dog or something). Out of SW or keeping it confidential with my plushies, i was never one to express how i feel, but feeling are stupid!!!
I told my friend if I ever even stated the dreadful words "I met a guy!" or "So there's this guy...", I wanted her to place a needle in my needle and slap me silly. Ain't nobody got time for that!
It's hard to improve ypurself when it seems the world is tearing you down, whether it be emotionally or physically.
I was never one to leave a relationship on bad terms, but the seemingly peaceful breakup i had a while back came back to bite me right in the *ss today. My ex mesaged me with just the ugliest things, and my poor heart was crumpled. I just ignored him, but the things he said to me will linger for a while, till i can hopefully put it out of my mind.
This past relationship has definitely placed things into perspective for me. I'm over stupid relationships. Or boys. Or anything that puts me off my track of work or school or netflixing (with no chill). I'll still be the goofy hopeless romantic i am, but i'll just keep it locked away deep in my heart and throw away the key (Maybe feed it to the neighbor
s dog or something). Out of SW or keeping it confidential with my plushies, i was never one to express how i feel, but feeling are stupid!!!
I told my friend if I ever even stated the dreadful words "I met a guy!" or "So there's this guy...", I wanted her to place a needle in my needle and slap me silly. Ain't nobody got time for that!
22-25, F
