I am all used up y'all

I tried to reconnect with some peeps, bt it doesnt seem to be working. I'm going to sleep now, i don't wish what's happening to me on my worst enemy. I go to bed totally unknowing of what is what, i am in the dark, i can not see. It is a miracle i got back to this, but i am damned, not to see the daylight, oh i go to sleep, without an ounce of care