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Oh gosh probably the one I was In at 16. I was a submissive to an older woman age 38 , I didn’t know much about how it worked so I got pushed into doing things I wasn’t comfortable with if I didn’t do them I would be threatened or ignored for days it was horrible. I did invest so much into it but it made me miserable. I once passed out it was that bad. It was for two years , I ended it I wasn’t allowed to talk to other people yet she had loads of other females and I wasn’t going to put up with that. I had a lover when I was 18 , she disappeared a few days after my 19th birthday I never knew what happened to her , she didn’t want me to grow up she said she wanted me to be a teen forever before she went. At 17 I had one with a college tutor that caused so many problems. I don’t regret being in them , I just regret that I invested so much time into people who wasn’t right for me. I’m 20 and I have so many clients wanting to date me but I’m not just going to jump in and let them just because they are nice to me, I learnt my lesson, get to really know someone before you do that.
