I Am Working On Myself

I am working on myself now a days.
One could say I have been through the Dark ages of my life and trying to find the better way to live my life.
I always have figured that I am ugly but never been able to pin point why? Because I don't like the shape of my nose?
I see peoples who are so ugly yet they take photographs of themselves all the time.
Why can't I do that?
So that's where my problem lies, my standards are way too high for judging myself.
I mean come on you can't just compare yourself to celebrities.
They get professional help for their appearance.
Now the second thing that I wanna work on is my confidence level and my self worth.
I always think that I am not good enough but that's unlikely to be true. I am one of the smartest person in a whole wide circle of peoples I know.
Is it just an illusion? No cause why would I get a superior position at work. Why would I get regarded as the talented person.
So yeah for f sake I wanna let myself know that I am worthy.

:)
Life is too short to waste worrying about what people think. I wanna fix myself :)