You know I don't like my thin legs . It could be because I look young for my age . And I don't know exactly what to do. I tried gym but you know the trainer gave me an BD or I gave myself one. I used to just be scared to move because I was afraid my legs would go more thin . Fast forward I quit gym because of my depression since I was inconsistent af and seriously it made me miserable. The fear of thinner legs and being more thin. And dude I got a shoulder injury . In short, I can't even do yoga or my dance practice now. And yes I still have thin legs . And its so funny because I just don't know man . Girls would say why do I gym when I am already thin , which still doesn't make me feel better about myself. And at the same time, whenever I think about what if I get thick thighs and legs what if girls would hate my body . And at the same time I think that boys like thick thighs usually, so they must be hating my body now . In short I think of just circumstances that make me feel miserable .
But you know what - I have decided to transform . During the time period My shoulder is recovering, I have decided to be gentle to my body. Only yoga and dance practice ( belly dancing involves lots of lower part movements so I am cool ) and also to appreciate my thin legs and body . Seriously they are like the legs of an antelor . I have so much shoulder pain that I wish to get my normal body back with pr without thin legs . And B) i have started practicing the art of "minding my own shit" so I really try to not compare myself with others. And how I do that ? Every time I try to compare myself with someone next to me , I am gonna say this to myself- " bitch there are a billion more people richer smarter sexier and prettier than you, so sit your ass down and breathe .you do your own shit , study with whatever Brain you have, dress sexy with whatever clothes you have, do workout and yoga with whatever body you have, get a job with the efforts you have and go home and sleep with the thought that tomorrow you will do better ,learn better,feel better and look better" . Amen .damn i sound like a black woman.
My thin legs 💖💖💖 i am accepting you as you are but I won't be settling . This shoulder recovers I am taking your ass to gym .but I love you boo
