do you think late 40s is ' too late ' to catch up on what you have missed out on

basically i traveled a path less trodden in life, not many people have been through what i have....suffering mental health problems for the majority of my adult life, a lot of bad experiences with people and trauma too......i missed out on everything people take for granted, never found relationships...never had a partner.....spent the majority of my adult years on my own, feeling isolated and alienated from people.......lost touch with the friends from my youth, everything i've been through, i've been through ' alone' - with the only support my mum and dad, who are now elderly........i know no one who has been through what i have.

so now i am trying my hardest to put my past behind me, i have a personality disorder but have improved so much all by myself, i have better mental health support now....and now i'm nearly 48 years old.

i don't think i want for much out of life, just to find a partner, to find a connection with someone....which is what i always wanted, a steady relationship with a woman....i don't want nothing else as i have a roof over my head, income, the security basics i need...my mum and dad.....all that's missing is that special someone.

i'm trying my best to improve my situation but is it too late for me now?

being · 36-40, F

Never too late, that's just a mind's structure.
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