Stuck in the eternal struggle of needing a close friend to confide in, and not having the energy or the will to get close with anyone.

Friendship is a tricky thing I have had a bad experience personally. I come from a small town and people that I know would say that they were my friend they would say that I am a "brother" and so one as a means to get close to me to use me but because I was so lonely and so giving I thought that I was helping them and they were just taking advantage of me. I research study showed that half of your friends are not really friends for this very reason friendship is mostly a tool to get ahead and have people use you. When I get lonely I just write like I am doing now or just try to work out do something to take it out of my mind.